Hello.

Had A Good Weekend.

Very Fun && Exciting!! lol.

Friday;;School, Track Practice 3-4, Softball Practice 5:30-7, Maggies Party 7-9. It was funn!! lol. Me and Maggie got high on Mt Dew && were running down the streets && then she tripped && it was pretty hilarious. lol. Then me && taylor && maggie && kaleb && gabe && devin played 3on3 && we Totally won, dude!! lol. Then Gabe && Devin didnt leave til around 11. Then Me && Maggie got some pizza && starburst && disposal cameras && went to her room. lol. We were entertained with that for about 2 hours. Then we went to sleep.

Saturday;;Me && Maggie got up && ate Doughnuts. lol. Then we went to the track && left for the SCOL. I got 5th in Hurdles && like totally sucked in Long Jump. But Yeah, it was stil good. We got 1st in the SCOL for girls && boys. Then I went to my basketball tournament. We won 33-31. Then went to Dick's && got a new softball glove, batting gloves, sports bras(lol), booty shorts(you know lol),sweat pants && new cleats. They're pretty hot. Black && pink. Yaay ya. lol. Then came home && played Wiffle Ball with Conner Cameron && Brandon. Then I went inside && ate dinner. Then Me, Kaleb, Conner, Cameron, Michael, Brandon, Jordy, Tyler, Jacob, && Logan played Flashlight Tag. Dude, it was funn!! lol. Then we got in the hottub. Then I came inside at about 11 && went to sleep cause I was tired!!

Sunday;;Got up && went to my tournaments. We won our first && lost our second. I'm just bored of typing so I might tell yah more laterrrrr.

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I have a best friend;;I dont listen to my parents;;I feel like no one understands me;;I talk on the phone && go online, instead of doing my homework;;Theres that one special guy that I'd die to be with;;So yeahhh, Basically I'm a teenager.<3

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, youu just want to pick them up from your dreams && hug them for real.<3

She lays awake in the middle of night, thinking of all the memories they had. A tear slides down her face && lands on her pillow. How could someone who once made her soo happy, now make her soo sad?<3

Champions arent made in the gyms, Champions are made from something they deep inside them--a desire, a dream, a vision. They have to have last minute stanima, they have to be a little faster, they have to have the skill && will--but the will must be stronger than skill.<3

2am && she calls me cause I'm stil awake. "Can youu help me unravel my latest mistake? I dont love him..."<3

She doesnt know who she is anymore. She can only think about him these days. She doesnt have a clue what to do, but its hurting her horribly && it wont go away.<3

Heyy.

This week has been good && bad.

Monday;; Bad--Cause we had the reading test && I sware it was 50 million questions long!! Good--Then we had a track meet against Trace. Got 3rd In Hurdles. 3rd In Long Jump. Not bad. Then had softball after that which made me EXTRA happy. Playing 1st && 3rd base. Then Taylor came over after that && we ate Easy Mac. Then we went outside, sat in my yard && ate oreos && pole danced && walked around like ducks && just ran around being the retards we are. lol.

Tuesday;; Bad--More testing. Math this time. Sucked BIIG TIIME!! I think pretty much guesses on 90% of the questions. Then I broke up with Devin cause well I'm not going to tell you cause I dont have to. Then we had track practice. That wasnt too much fun eitherr. Then I had basketball so I had to skip softball which totally Sucked. Good--After practice Me && Maggie had fun at Landons being the farm girls we are. lmao. 

Wednesday;; Bad--Writing test. I couldnt concentrate on ANY of itt. I had way too much on my mind to be writing the Gay Stories we were forced to write. The whole day sucked pretty much. We had a track meet. I did pretty good even though I got siick before. Let me tell ya, I was WAY to stressed to be running. lol. Good--Maggie cheered me up && made me feel BUNCHES better! Then Jack got me && Devin back together cause thats just how much of a beast he is. Even though he doesnt have the balls to get himself a girlfriend. lmao.

Today;; Nothing Bad. Nothing At All. School was good. Testing was Overrr. Me && Devin are back together. My friends are Like Awesome. So Yeah Today has been a good day!! And The Most Important Of It All..Drum Roll..MAGGIE RUTH McDONALD'S BIRTHDAY!!! Happy Birthday Babe!! I Lovee Youu!! Everybody is just sooo jealous of our hardcoreness. Pshhhhhh. lol.

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Right when he told her who he liked, she was C/R/U/S/H/E/D && he didnt even Notice.<3

She sits on her porch alone with her headphones on, listening to musicc. Mascara runs down her face as she looks up at the stars && wishes upon every one of them, that someday he would love her just as much as she loves him.<3

Not even your parents know you well enough to know how well you hide you pain. You hide it so well, behind your pretty face. No one can ever tell how much you're feeling out of place.<3

I am me. Thats all I can be. No more. No less. Dont second guess. I laugh, I love, I live, I cry && sometimes I wish that I would die. Somedays I'm funny; Others I'm not. Sometimes I'm in overdrive && I cant stop. You may not like me. Thats okay. Because This Is Me, && how I'll always stay.<3

He's jealous because she moved on. He's insecure because she seems happy. He's regretful because he realized he wasted his time thinking instead of telling her how much she means to him.<3

Shes a dreamer. Someone who looks to the sky && sees everything thats not supposed to be. Someone who looks into your eyes && sees everything shes ever wanted.<3

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My Favoriteee;;

She talks too loud;;She says things very often that she should keep to herself;;Shes slow and silly;;She can be very thick-headed and rude;;She expects too much;;She cries at night to sad songs on the radio;;She runs away from the truth;;But mostly She doesnt want to do anything but lay in his arms.<3

It literally like Describes Me P.e.r.f.e.c.t.l.y

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♥Devin--I Love Youuuu Babee♥

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I want a boy who will call me beautiful instead of hott. He'll call me every morning just to know how i'm doing and if i slept well. He will dance with me in the middle of the floor when no one else is dancing. On his birthday, he'll buy me roses. He'll wait outside in the pouring rain just so he can see me. He'll win me stuffed animals from a vending machine in Dairy Queen. He'll throw me into the pool, and then jump in behind me when both of us still have our clothes on. When I cry, he'll tell me i'm too gorgeous to and kiss every tear. He'll sing to me at the top of his lungs, no matter where we are. He'll give me his favorite swearshirt, and he'll spray it with his cologne. He'll write me love notes every day, and I'll write back. I'll be the girl he hits the homerun for, and he'll be the guy I cheer on at every game. I'll take his little sister shopping, and he'll talk with my mom on the phone. When I'm having a bad day, he'll tell me as many jokes as he can think of, and when I laugh he'll say, "there's that smile i fell in love with". we'll get our pictures taken in the photo booths at the mall, and we'll cross our eyes and stick out our tounges in the first one, kiss for the second one, and smile for the third one. We'll watch Veggie Tales when we're bored, then have tickle fights. We'll jump on the trampoline at ten at night, and then just lay down and watch the moon. He'll tell me that I'm Allie and he's Noah. I'll look through all his baby pictures and he'll look through mine. We'll sit on the phone for hours, talking about what we'll name our kids and what color each room in our house will be painted, if we'll have pets and what kind of cars we'll have. All of his friends will know who i am because he'll never shut up about me. We'll have stupid contests, like who can fit the most grapes in their mouth and who can hold a stare longest. We'll ride in the front seat of the fastest roller coaster and kiss right when they take your picture. He'll teach me to fish, and I'll teach him to shop. When I'm in a pissy mood, he'll buy me chocolate or just comb through my hair with his fingers, because he knows I love it. He would cry in front of me and not be afraid of what i'll think. He'll buy me a ring from a gumball machine get down on bended knee and say "baby, will you marry me?" When I cry, he'll say, "who's ass am I kicking?" He'll tell me he loves me more than all the stars in the sky. He'll say that he'll love me forever, and I'll believe him, because I know I'll love him forever, too.

  Hii.

My Life Is Absolutley Wonderful Right Now.

I Have The Best && Hottest Friends In The World. Pshhhh Yeah. Be Jealous. You Should Be. Maggie-Tay-Sean-Jamisah-Alex-Michaela-Carly-Brea-Olivia-Alyssa-Cassidy-Sarah-Adrienne-Tiffany-Natalie && Many More...You Girls Rock My World!! lol I Love You All Soooooo Much!!

I Have Basically The Most Amazing Boyfriend Ever && I Couldnt Ask For A Better One. He Makes Me Smile Like R.E.A.L.L.Y Biig && I Love Him Very Very Very Very Very Very Very Much!!

School, Cant Believe I'm Saying This But, I Actually Like It. Its Fun, Sometimes. Except For The Learning Part. But Besides That, Its Cool. I Get To See All My Favorite People There && That Makes Me Extra Happy!!

Sports Are Grrrreat Right Now. I Just Started Softball. I Have Been Waiting For This Day Since February 3rd When Basketball Ended && Its Finally Here. Yaay! Also Doing Track. I Have Gotten To Like It A Little More. It Can Be At Times. && AAU. Thats Fun Too. All The People On My Team Are Craaaazy && I Love Hanging Out With Them lol. Especially The Tournaments. They're My Favorite Part.

&& To Top It All Off...SUMMER is Almost Here!! OMG I Cant Wait. This Summer Is Gonna Be Sooooo Much Funn. Yaay!

Well Thats Basically It.

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Its when you cant just sit with him. You need to feel him, need to feel his arms around you; when you want everyone to disappear so you can be with just him.<3

Maybe shes not the most beautiful girl in the world && maybe shes not the brightest crayon in the box. But shes real without even trying, && that right there is Real Beauty.<3

This is the first song for your mixtape && its short just like your temper; but somewhat golden, like the afternoons we used to spend together before you got too cool.<3

--Favoriteeeeee--

I love you. I love you not just because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. I love you because you make me step outside myself && look at who I really am. You make me want to be a better person, just be you are who you are. I can tell you absolutley everything && I know you will listen. This is exactly why I Love You.<3

Devinnn--Thats For You Babeee..^^

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Not really gonna say anything about it though.

Well school was alright this weeeek. Nothing major happened I Dont Think. Thursday My brother came home..Yaay!..♥Devin♥ came over..Me,Him,My Brother,&& Andrea watched TV for a little bit..Then we ate pizza..Then Me && Devin watched My Cousin Vinny lmao But the TV screwed up && I Didnt Screw It Up Devin!! lol..Haha The Yutes?? What are they talking about?? lol Then Kaleb Cameron && Michael came over..We just hung out I guesssssss lol Michael--You know what chip?I dont think we can be best friends anymore..lmao You Crack Me Up Kidd, You Crack Me Up!! Then they all left && I did my homework && went to bed.

Friday I was sick. Did Nothing Pretty Much. Just Hung With The Family.

Today I had basketball tournament in Pickerington. Lost our first game 28-45 something like that. Lost our second game 15-55. But the girls we played were like HUGE && basically Awesome lol Then Me,MyMom,MyDad,MyBro,&& Andrea went to Steak N Shake. Then we went home. Me && My Mom packed our clothes for vacation. I went outside && played basketball for a little bit && I just came in from taking Max (My brothers dog) on a walk. So now I'm sitting here watching the Florida && UCLA gamee.

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Devin--Mann..We have to go 12 Freaking days without Seeing Each Other!!! But that would be awesome if we went to the same Resort in Cancuun lol..I didnt screw up the tv!! geez lol Okay seriously,you are NOT gangsta!! Im way more gangsta then you'll ever be so Get Over It lmao..I Love You && I Miss Ya Sooooooo Much Already Babe!!! I Love You More Than The Universe + Galaxy x Infinity x a bunch of numbers! Ha! its 15-15..Im just a tricky person!! I ♥Love♥ You!!

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In your life you will meet one guy unlike any other. You can talk to him && never get bored. You can tell him everything && never worry about getting judged. You smile && get butterflies everytime you see his face, hear his name or voice. This person is a Bestfriend-a Boyfriend-your TrueLove<3

You take my hand. You pull me close && I understand. Its the sweet love that you give to me, that makes me believe that we can make it through anything. Because when it all comes down && I'm feeling like I'll never last; I just lean on you, cause baby, You're My Better Half<3

&& He looked at me with that look in his eyes. You know; The one that kinda says, "Hey, I Love You."<3

He wasnt a fantasy anymore, but something real. Something she couldnt imagine living without && she crossed her arms, as if bracing herself against the possibility that all this might stil slip away<3

See, theres this guy && when I met him, it was like a shade going up in a dark room && light suddenly pouring in. He understood me in a way that no one ever did or could<3

I know I dont have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I promise; I do have the biggest heart to love you with<3

Shes never been happier, laying there in his arms, her fingers linked with his. He may not be Prince Charming, but in her eyes; He Fits Perfectly<3

She wakes up in the morning with a smile on her face. Knowing that yesterday when she needed him he was there && today when she needs him, he'll stil be there<3

For her, being without him was like forgetting how to laugh. It was that Unimaginable<3

I saw the clock switch to 11:11, but I didnt make a wish because I realized--I'm already perfectly happy with you<3

It was the kind of kiss that I could never tell my friends about out loud. It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life<3

Sometimes all a person really needs is a hand to hold && a heart to understand; && you gave me both<3

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I'm leaving for Cancuun tomorrow && will be home late Next Sunday, so I wont be able to update for a while. But I will miss you all very very very very MUCH!! lol

Well Thats It.

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